Wednesday, September 26, 2012

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Thursday, September 6, 2012

Little Bit Died

Around 8;47 P.M. my Chihuahua of nine years died at Cape Cod Vet Center. She was attacked by a German Sheppard. The Vet said no matter how much money I had nothing could save her. I was allowed to be there as they put her to sleep. I felt her sweet and soft last breath on my face.

I have never felt pain like this before. I never felt such an emptiness that at times I wish I would not awaken from this nightmare.

Through it all; nine years of chaos, through the cancer, through a bad relationship and deceitful friends; she was the one true thing that stayed with me. The one soul that loved me unconditionally and asked for nothing from me but to hold her, carry her and love her.

I walked away for one minute to answer the phone and did not even hear the screams coming from the living room because of my hearing disability. I came into the room and could not believe the sight before me.

I blame myself for not protecting her and I cannot forgive myself for leaving her aside for one minute. I blame myself for her pain, suffering and her death. I cannot find it in my heart to allow myself peace that she is not in pain anymore. I cannot sleep without hearing the jingle of her collar.

They gave us a coffin for her. I placed her favorite dress in it, with crystals, necklace of mine and her little doll. I wrote her a letter asking her to forgive me. I told her we would reunite one day soon.

I feel as if I failed her and cannot ever let my heart heal. I don't deserve to be loved or love another human being or a beautiful creature such as Little Bit.

Rest In Peace my dearest friend, my child, my service dog, my familiar.
Little Bit 10/14/2003-09/04/2012

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Countdown to Little Bit Coming Home!

Just five more days and Little Bit will be on an American Airlines cargo plane to come home. I have to thank everyone that has gotten involved in Oklahoma to help me get her here.
Thanks to Leann S, Donny K, Lacey M, Lisa V, and others that helped me!
Love you guys!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Help Little Bit Come Home

This is my service dog, Litte Bit and she is stranded in Oklahoma and I need her home. If you or anyone you know maybe traveling through OKC, OK Will Rogers Airport coming to New England area please email me at or
Since she is a service dog the American Disability Act says that she will and can fly for free with a human being.
I really would love to have my baby of 9 years back home with me! Please keep posting this and ask your family and friends to do the same thing. I really need help!
C.B. Logan

Tuesday, August 7, 2012


Start class today: Sociology 203! And, finishing re-reading book one of The Awakening trilogy, will begin re-reading book two and then start to finish book three.
Life here in Cape Cod/Boston is so awesome!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

New Beginnings

I've been MIA for over six months and I apologize to everyone for that. I won't get into the
gory details of what I went through but just know that I escaped the madness, the betrayal, the con artists and the theives and left Oklahoma for good and made it to New England (Cape Cod area) and am doing well. Life here is a dream come true. I am now working on getting book two published and I will begin to finish book three.
These days spent with my best friend Leann Bryant and her fabulous family has been magical. I have made new friends, keeping in touch with old ones. However, I am putting the memories of what I went through in Oklahoma and moving forward with my head held up high.
Thank you to all those that supported me and thank you to those that helped me get to Massachussets safely.
Be prepared for magical surprises from me. These books are going to blow your mind.
And as well be looking for Leann Bryants book coming out soon!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Last year, Amber (my friend) and I had many road trips and allot of fun.
I miss you Amber!