February 3rd, 2014

It is Feb 3rd, 2014 and a lot has occurred in my life. I have bought a house in Washington and will move there at the end of the month.

--A Premium cable channel (to be unnamed at this moment) has bought the rights to The Awakening: The Anthem of the Angels

--Second Edition of The Awakening: The Anthem of the Angels is out on shelves.

--Book Two of The Awakening: The Anthem of the Damned will be released a the end of March 2014

--I'll be in LA at summer time for three months.

--Going back to the desert with dad again in Arizona!

So, check out the new photos and once again sorry for being MIA on this thing.

Sorry!

Hi everyone!
Sorry that I have been too busy to keep up with FB, Twitter and even this site. However, I will do my best to update this blog to send out.
I have tons of pictures and stories to tell since  I have been on here last.
Be patient!
CB Logan

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Little Bit Died

Around 8;47 P.M. my Chihuahua of nine years died at Cape Cod Vet Center. She was attacked by a German Sheppard. The Vet said no matter how much money I had nothing could save her. I was allowed to be there as they put her to sleep. I felt her sweet and soft last breath on my face.

I have never felt pain like this before. I never felt such an emptiness that at times I wish I would not awaken from this nightmare.

Through it all; nine years of chaos, through the cancer, through a bad relationship and deceitful friends; she was the one true thing that stayed with me. The one soul that loved me unconditionally and asked for nothing from me but to hold her, carry her and love her.

I walked away for one minute to answer the phone and did not even hear the screams coming from the living room because of my hearing disability. I came into the room and could not believe the sight before me.

I blame myself for not protecting her and I cannot forgive myself for leaving her aside for one minute. I blame myself for her pain, suffering and her death. I cannot find it in my heart to allow myself peace that she is not in pain anymore. I cannot sleep without hearing the jingle of her collar.

They gave us a coffin for her. I placed her favorite dress in it, with crystals, necklace of mine and her little doll. I wrote her a letter asking her to forgive me. I told her we would reunite one day soon.

I feel as if I failed her and cannot ever let my heart heal. I don't deserve to be loved or love another human being or a beautiful creature such as Little Bit.

Rest In Peace my dearest friend, my child, my service dog, my familiar.
Little Bit 10/14/2003-09/04/2012

Countdown to Little Bit Coming Home!

Just five more days and Little Bit will be on an American Airlines cargo plane to come home. I have to thank everyone that has gotten involved in Oklahoma to help me get her here.
Thanks to Leann S, Donny K, Lacey M, Lisa V, and others that helped me!
Love you guys!

Help Little Bit Come Home

This is my service dog, Litte Bit and she is stranded in Oklahoma and I need her home. If you or anyone you know maybe traveling through OKC, OK Will Rogers Airport coming to New England area please email me at cblogan71@yahoo.com or meacatandadog@att.net
Since she is a service dog the American Disability Act says that she will and can fly for free with a human being.
I really would love to have my baby of 9 years back home with me! Please keep posting this and ask your family and friends to do the same thing. I really need help!
Sincerely,
C.B. Logan




Tuesday!

Start class today: Sociology 203! And, finishing re-reading book one of The Awakening trilogy, will begin re-reading book two and then start to finish book three.
Life here in Cape Cod/Boston is so awesome!

New Beginnings

I've been MIA for over six months and I apologize to everyone for that. I won't get into the
gory details of what I went through but just know that I escaped the madness, the betrayal, the con artists and the theives and left Oklahoma for good and made it to New England (Cape Cod area) and am doing well. Life here is a dream come true. I am now working on getting book two published and I will begin to finish book three.
These days spent with my best friend Leann Bryant and her fabulous family has been magical. I have made new friends, keeping in touch with old ones. However, I am putting the memories of what I went through in Oklahoma and moving forward with my head held up high.
Thank you to all those that supported me and thank you to those that helped me get to Massachussets safely.
Be prepared for magical surprises from me. These books are going to blow your mind.
And as well be looking for Leann Bryants book coming out soon!

Last year, Amber (my friend) and I had many road trips and allot of fun.

I miss you Amber!

Volunteering at the Resthome

Think about volunteering at a resthome. I take Grandma to one to visit her friend: this is the second time I have gone there and enjoy it! These elderly and mentally disabled individuals need attention and seem so starved for it. I plan to go back before Christmas and go back every Saturday.

Christmas Weekend Fun!

The coolest Christmas Tree around

2011 in Review

Book three is not even close to being finished: I hit my major finally in college and life has not been the same.  However: book two (The Awakening: The Anthem of the Damned) and book three (The Awakening: The Anthem of the Chosen Ones) will be out in March/April of 2012.
My second royalty check should be in the mail this week: keep fingers cross and thank you to those that bought book one for making this all happen for me.
Well, updates on my life are sparse and fueled by regret and much sadness (maybe not that much) I am single again: yes, I am not getting married next year. I have decided that the image of the Cat lady, on top of the hill that lives in the very creepy house, is something I should look into. I am actually relieved it happened now and not after the wedding. Phew!
Still in college: in January 2012 I will be a third year student, so I am almost there! After that I am going for Masters than a Phd. Why not!
Writing is still a passion of mine and days that I am loaded down with homework I sit and daydream that I wish I was writing on book three instead.
We all sit in December and reflect back on the year that flew by us. Lost a couple of friends this year to fighting over stupid things that probably won't matter in our elderly years, but gained much more in the end; real friendships that have endured many years and months.
Still live in this one horse town with no stoplights that drew me out of the city and into the country; now wished I had stayed where I was to begin with.
 But, life is all about should have, would have, and could haves. The secret is how you move forward and what did you learn.
I have learned that I love myself despite flaws that others love to point out or monopolize on. And, I don't have to be married to be happy. I have learned that while others without an education don't see the point of a forty year old woman completing her Bachelor's in Anthropology: I get the bigger picture and the prize when I graduate and I never would listen to them anyhow.
Merry Christmas everyone; enjoy what you have and dream of what you don't have but want.
Dreams do come true in the end
Claire
Here are pictures I selected this year for the blog: enjoy

Being MIA

Hope that everyone understands that school really has me tied down these days; and being MIA was not intential. I still adore you all and think of you when I am bogged down in books and papers to write. Ontop of it all I am working on book three. Book two and three will be out the spring of 2012 together.

Don't forget to access Twitter and Facebook to find me ever so often on there!

Claire

The Ending

Book two to the Awakening series is finally finished. It is called: The Awakening: The Anthem of the Damned.
It was very sad to say goodbye to the characters, yet again. It was even harder to find the correct ending too.

Here is the sample picture for the next book. Tell me what you think!
I'm speaking to an agent soon; she is currently reading both manuscripts and will make her decision afterwards. I'm very excited to work with her.
School is just school. Yes, I failed two courses while writing book two of the trilogy. It happens. You get wrapped up in writing and forget the days, even the date of the days. Forget to brush you hair...and forget homework. However, I will bring the grade back up.
I will begin writing book three next month. Taking thirty days to cool off the brain.
Take it easy everyone and remember: go for your dreams, if you don't someone else will
Claire

Yet Another Week

Yet another week has passed. I had another surgery on my mouth Thursday and usually I post a blog on Wednesday, but the day before surgery was hectic. School really has me bummed and I am starting to wonder even if it is all worth the effort. I was told that another failing grade and fafsa will not pay for school again; it will be out of pocket. So, there is more pressure I did not need.
Writing has slowed way down. Too much pressure I believe.
I am to be moving to Georgia soon, another pressure to come up with the money to move. ugh.
Well, not much is going on but the pain in my mouth, late homework, due yesterday, and housework that never seems to get done by me. My roomie has been carrying the load and it's not fair to her.
Otherwise, things are the usual, boring life I lead.
Wishing you all happiness.
Love,
Claire

Wednesday's Blog

Day two of no cigarettes.
Hard? Yes! Especially when all three roommates smoke and it smells so good I want to ask for one. But, my pride refuses to ask them.
Class is done at the end of this week. Thank god, Introduction to Logic sounds easy, but it wasn't. Everything was a scientific formula to Logic. I hate this class and my grade reflects it...a low C. But, hey! It's passing and that is all that matters in the end.
Blog day is hard for me: I'm so boring and nothing to really talk about other than minor details. Like the eight puppies from across the street that are running wild and tearing up our backyard and fence, and other things. I am to go talk to the owner but I doubt that will do anything. I call them the Taliban, terrorist on our street. They sit and wait outside...think they are purposely targeting us. Evil bastards.
The city gave us a citation for the tree limbs piled on the curb of our house by the trash can. Said we had to move them. Yet, they were mostly from the storm/tornado day. There is no where to take them. Roommate says her husband can mow over them and mulch them down. I hope...that's a nice size ticket they want to give us.

Okay, that is all I can think of right now.
See you next week!
Claire Logan

Taking Time Off

Hello my friends!
Another great day has practically came and went. I'm a little late on blogging. Taking time off from writing to try to recuperate from being sick all week. Hard sometimes being sick when you have so much that has to be done. Book two, The Awakening: The Anthem of the Damned is almost completed, so taking two days off from writing doesn't hurt me that much.
I spent 2 1/2 hours out in 104 degree weather yesterday and should not have done it but things have to be done to keep life moving. I went to be that night at 6:30pm and did not wake up until 6:00am this morning. Tired.
School...what can I say; it is college and it was not meant to be easy. It is hard when you are 40 years old or even older to go back and compete against kids half your age. However, I am bound to finish!
Home...it is good and I love the little town that we moved too. Everyone is nice and keeps out of your business. Strange, always thought little towns were the opposite.
I am finally 'seeing' someone. Yes, you have heard it here and I am the most happiest about it. My love of my life died in 2003 and I never dated again after that. Now, it seems right to date and I think the love of my life would approve.
I've been laxed on twitter, facebook and my blogs lately; sorry for that. Seems life can throw us curve balls sometimes and we have to adjust to new things, new ways, even new people. Someone reminded me on facebook that without the bumps in the road life isn't an adventure anymore. How true that is.
I'm excited to see the sales report of Amazon, Barnes and Noble and Authorhouse sales of my book in August. Quarterly reports are due around the 27th. I'm nervous but excited. Seems that everyone that has read the book loves it; they report to me on twitter and facebook how much they adored it. So, I'm being optimistic about the coming month of August.
Going back to church again. Planned to go tonight but it is so hot here that I think Sunday mornings is good for me.
Well, everyone have a great week. I will see you here again next Wednesday.
Love you all for the support, encouragement and the great reports on the book.
Love,
Claire

My Life

My life is pretty boring compared to allot of peopleI have met on Twitter and Facebook. So, blogging for me is difficult to think of things to say.
First, I write and write my stories. I'm on book two; half way done for those that have been asking. Secondly, I have school; I am in college for Anthropology, so that keeps me busy as well.
It's pretty boring.
I want to thank everyone that has read the book and absolutely loved it. Thank you for being so excited about it. And, yes book two will be out ASAP, most likely December 2011.
I actually had one person say that she only reads Stephen King novels and after reading my first book she says now I'm her number one author. She's dying to read book two.
This makes me feel so proud of my work that it spurs me to continue to write book two.
So, if you have read the book please post a comment on Amazon for me and tell the world how you feel about it.
Thanks everyone!
Claire Logan

Saturday the 25th of June

Hope you are all thinking  of me on Saturday morning: My first booksigning will be at ten a.m. I'm very nervous by excited! Everyone keep your fingers crossed for me!
So, mark your calanders and the time and close your eyes, tap your heels three time and wish me luck!